My cloud

Out here on the ledge

I finally picked out my cloud

It's the one over there surrounded by all that air

I'm so glad we had this moment here alone

My shadow

Following my footsteps home

This time I'm walking alone

Trying hard to be someone

I don't even know

I feel like a shadow

Walking behind who you think I am

Just like my shadow

Wanting to see the sun again

I swear

Self hatred grows in me like cancer

I can’t locate its whereabouts but it's feasting on its host.

Self-fulfilling prophecy

You’re the only guaranteed loyalty

In this world,

Full of violent mothers

Starving daughters

Leaving lovers.

I swear to you

 I’ll never trust again.